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Sitting in the “counselors” chair a homeless person sat
across from me and had to hear the “Gospel of CHRIST” from me. He wreaked of
booze but was coherent enough to answer my questions. During our anticipated
and somewhat robotic conversation it dawned on me… I wasn’t getting through to
him so I asked those in charge, “Do we really have to give this guy some food?”
- When I serve with a grudging heart, I am not at my best.
- When I give out of obligation I hurl my money at the need in a tantrum.
- When I expect a monetary blessing because I have served, I may be on the road to manipulation instead of gratitude.
Poor people will always be around me GOD says. HE wants to
bless me, but sometimes I see what this person is going to do with “my” money
and I become the judge and jury and provide a verdict that is not favorable for
the person standing in front of me. I mean this person is a drunk and that
person is a drug addict and that person won’t stop being whatever they are
being. I mean shouldn’t “my” money go to someone who “deserves” it?
- GOD says to me “judge not and I won’t judge you.”
- GOD says to me “look beyond the messy person I delivered to you and give them your best.”
- GOD says to me “I know you are weary from giving but my grace is sufficient.”
Sometimes it’s hard to give because I am either not seeing
the change I want to see fast enough or the ocean of people seems too great for
“my” power. I may feel overwhelmed because the need seems too great. BUT GOD
says to me “do what you can with what I have blessed you with for I have many
servants.”
I must trust that GOD has plenty and that I am only one of
many distribution points for HIS wealth. Yes, the wealth is not mine but HIS
and HE wants to do with it as HE pleases.
- Are you giving with a grudging heart?
- Are you serving out of expectation from GOD?
- Can you give and serve without expecting something from GOD?
- Won’t you trust that HE will bless you the way HE wants to bless you, when HE wants to bless you?
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